Mark 14:43-52

“Then all his disciples deserted him and ran away.” (vs. 50)

How often does this describe me? How often do I keep my mouth shut when I should speak up? Or run away from Christ instead of to Him in my time if need?

The amazing thing is that Jesus didn’t hold it against them. The disciples all ran away and deserted Him in His darkest hour. But after His resurrection, He returned to them. He kept on loving them. And He sent them out as His representatives.

That’s grace.

Lord, may I not take Your grace for granted today. By Your grace, may I not desert You, deny You, betray You or run away.

Mark 14:22-31

マルコによる福音書 14:31

“ペテロは力をこめて言った、「たといあなたと一緒に死なねばならなくなっても、あなたを知らないなどとは、決して申しません」。みんなの者もまた、同じようなことを言った。”

このような話を気をつけなければなりません。弟子たちのもんだいは、自分の弱点を見ることができません。プライドですね。難しさも見ることができません。自分の強さで、失敗をします。

私たちもそうです。自分の強さじゃなくて神様の強さでイエス様を守って行きましょう。神様、助けて導いてください。

“But Peter insisted emphatically, ‘Even if I have to die with you, I will never disown you.’ And all the others said the same.” (vs. 31)

We should be very careful about making these kinds of statements. The problem with Peter and the other disciples here is that they don’t see their own weaknesses. Their emphatic declaration of loyalty is a kind of pride. They don’t seem to realize how hard it will be to keep their word, and that in their own strength they will fail.

And so will we. So will I.

Lord, keep me from becoming proud and stubborn. May my confidence be in YOU, not in myself. By YOUR strength, I will not deny you. May I not stop depending on YOU.

Mark 14:12-21

“The Son of Man will go just as it is written about him. But woe to that man who betrays the Son of Man! It would be better for him if he had not been born.” (vs. 21)

Sometimes God works through and with us, as we willingly partner with Him. On the other hand, sometimes He works through us, in spite of us. God used Judas’ betrayal for the greater good. But that does not make Judas’ betrayal, in itself, a good thing. Judas still had a choice. He chose to do wrong. And he suffered for it, as Jesus predicted in this passage.

I don’t know about you, but I would rather be a willing participant in God’s plans. Instead of Judas, may I be like Isaiah, who said “Here am I. Send me.”

Mark 13:28-37

将来を見ることができません。今日、死ぬかもしれません。それとも、イエス様は帰るかもしれません。それを知っています。でも、よく覚えません。今日、一生懸命イエス様を見て生きたいです。神様、導いてください。

I can not see the future. I might die today, or Jesus may return. I know this. But I don’t always live in light of these truths. May I not waste this day, but keep my eyes focused on Jesus and follow His leading in my life today.

Mark 13:1-27

A passage about “Signs of the End of the Age” could be seen as scary. Or depressing. But what stood out to me this time were these phrases: “do not be alarmed,” (vs. 7) “do not worry,” (vs.11) and “he who stands firms to the end will be saved.” (vs. 13) Jesus is not only warning us; He is also encouraging us. As He says elsewhere, “In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” (John 16:33)  Jesus never denied the reality of suffering. He never promised that life would be easy. But He promised that we are not alone. He is with us and He has overcome the world.

Later on Jesus gives us this warning: “For false messiahs and false prophets will appear and perform signs and wonders to deceive, if possible, even the elect. So be on your guard; I have told you everything ahead of time.” (vs. 22-23) We live in a world where many claim the name of Christ but live according to their own whims. Religious leaders, calling themselves Christians, teach things that blatantly contradict the clear teachings of Jesus. Unfortunately those outside the Church equate that with true Christianity and are turned away from faith. Perhaps more unfortunately, true believers can be lead astray.

It’s so important to keep our eyes on Jesus. It’s so important to know His Word and keep our relationship to Him strong. Let’s not be overcome. Let’s stay close to the one who has already overcome the world.

Mark 12:28-34

“You are not far from the kingdom of God.” – Jesus (Mark 12:34)

This line from Jesus really stands out to me, especially because of who He was talking to at the time. Jesus didn’t usually get along with the teachers of the Law, the religious leaders of His day. They were always focused on the letter of the Law, but usually seemed to miss God’s heart for us in it. And they legalistically enforced their particular, narrow interpretation of the Law.

Yet Jesus complimented this particular teacher.

This guy got it. He agreed with Jesus when He said that the greatest commandments were to love God with everything you have and to love your neighbor as yourself. This teacher understood that love is “more important than all burnt offerings and sacrifices.” (vs. 33) He knew that it was all about love.

The question is, do we?  Do I?

When I’m tempted, is it legalism or fear that keep me from sin? Or is it love? When I do ministry, do I do it out of duty? Or do I really want to worship God and share His love with people?

Jesus, thank You for Your love. Thank You that Your kingdom is all about love. Help me to truly understand and live in that truth. To live in Your love. To live a life of love. Amen.

ロビン

Mark 10:46-52

私も盲人です。ときどき自分の弱点や罪が見られない。もちろん将来も見られない。毎日イエス様の導きが必要です。イエス様、今日、助けて導いてください。

I am a blind man too. Sometimes I can’t see my own sins or weaknesses. And of course I can’t see the future. Every day I need Jesus’ guidance. Jesus, please, lead and help me this day.

ロビン

April Prayer Letter

Thank you for praying for Japan! And thanks for the encouraging messages many of you have sent me in the past few weeks. I haven’t been able to respond to all you individually, but rest assured your emails were read and appreciated.

The week following the earthquake and tsunami in Tohoku, I went to help out at the CRASH (Christian Relief, Assistance, Support and Hope) Tohoku Relief command center in Tokyo. I was there for just over a week before retuning to my responsibilities in Nagoya. Honestly, it has been tough to go on with “business as usual.”  The need in the affected area is so great that I keep wishing I could do more. But I’ve come to realize that the biggest need right now in Japan — all of Japan — is for hope. Here in Nagoya we are safely hundreds of kilometres away from the disaster area, but we are definitely feeling the affects. Almost every conversation seems to turn to the topic of the Tohoku disaster. Many are heartbroken; many are worried and scared.

This past Saturday, I had a new student visiting my English class. After class, he and I went out for lunch. He expressed a sense fear and worry after all that has happened in Japan recently, wishing he could move abroad and escape the risk of earthquakes, tsunamis and nuclear disasters. I was able to tell him that I wasn’t worried or afraid because I believe in God. It was a small thing, but I never would have had that opportunity if I had canceled all my English classes to go help with the relief efforts.

We who know Christ are heartbroken over all that has happened, too. The difference is that we do not mourn without hope.

While it is tragic that it had to happen this way, I get the sense that this could be the event that God uses to bring about a much-needed spiritual breakthrough in Japan. Please pray that God will indeed use this tragedy for that greater good.  And pray for me, too, that I will know how to minister effectively in the current climate. Pray especially for my work with the Nagoya-Higashi Church youth on April 9, and the English Club even here at the Nagoya Church on April 24 (Easter Sunday). Pray that I can clearly convey a message of hope and salvation in Christ.

As I said, the need in North-Eastern Japan is still great. Pray for the still-unresolved situation at the nuclear plant in Fukushima, for the people in the affected areas, and for the ongoing relief efforts. If you would like to help out financially, I would highly recommend giving to CRASH. You can visit their website (www.crashjapan.com) for more info, and check out my blog (www.japanlog.tumblr.com) for more on my experiences with them.

Thank you so much for your partnership in my ministry to Japan!

– Robin

(posted Mar. 31, ‘11)

Numbers 15:30-41

In yesterday’s devotional writing, I didn’t talk about the ‘unforgivable’ sin mentioned in Numbers 15:30-31. After Masaru-sensei’s message at prayer meeting last night, though, I think I have a clearer understanding. In these verses it talks about someone sinning “defiantly” and thus being guilty of blasphemy, his guilt remaining on him. No sacrifice is prescribed. In today’s passage we see this law in action, in verses 32-36, where a man breaks the Sabbath and is stoned to death for it. This seems really harsh, but the point is clear: sin (any sin) is serious.

But what makes some sins unforgivable?  This is similar to what Jesus says about in the New Testament when He talks about ‘blasphemy against the Holy Spirit’.  The issue, as I understand it, is not the particular sin, but the heart of the person who commits it.

God is capable of forgiving even the worst of sinners. Jesus’ sacrifice is more than enough. All it takes on our part is repentance. That sounds easy enough. But repentance is more than just saying “I’m sorry” — true repentance includes turning away from sin and turning toward God. Asking for forgiveness without a willingness to change (or be changed) is not true repentance.

Sin is serious. May we always remember that. May we not fall into sin thinking, “It’s OK because God will forgive me anyway.” No, may we avoid it like the plague. And keep pursuing Jesus.

We need reminders. Verses 37-41 talk about this. For the Israelites it was tassels on the clothing. What should it be for you and me? Whatever it is, may we never forget how serious sin is, how much of a sacrifice Jesus’ death was, and how great and loving our God is.

“I am the Lord you God, who brought you out of Egypt to be your God. I am the Lord your God.” (Numbers 15:41)

Numbers 15:17-31

When I read the Old Testament Law, it always seems so complicated. There seems to be a rule about everything. Of course, positive side of that is that God cares about every aspect of our lives. His love is thorough, desiring to do a good work in ever little part of our lives. This is something to be thankful for.

In Numbers 15, God outlines different kinds of sacrifices for different kinds of sin; intentional and unintentional. There are other sacrifices explained in other parts of the Law as well. As I said: complicated. But sin runs deep and needs to be dealt with.

The good news is, Jesus Christ came to replace all of those sacrifices with His own. Jesus is the ONE sacrifice that covers ALL of our sins — intentional and unintentional, seen and unseen, past, present and future. ALL are covered by Christ’s ONE sacrifice. It’s thorough, touching every area of our lives.

Thank you, Lord, that You care about every area of our lives. Thank You that made a way through Jesus to deal with sin and the effects of sin in every part of us. Thank You for forgiveness, thank You for cleansing. Help me to not take it for granted today. Help me to walk in the light of Your love today. Amen.

God’s love is thorough.